The fear of love

I am afraid of love.

The fear of being in love (of giving into that feeling and letting the love fill you) is that the love won't be returned and you will be crushed; devastated; for putting yourself out there; and unrequited love is completely devastating.

So is it better to live with the fear of unrequited love or with a broken spirit?

Should you put your heart out there and hope that love is returned or stay hidden until love comes to you?


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Yesterday (Saturday)

Had a good day yesterday (or a good day for me, which is still not great/amazing for anyone else, but I digress)

Got to see Harry Potter 7.2 again with someone I like very much (just wish she would like me the same way in return. HATE being in the "friend" zone)

We saw it in 3D. I honestly am not a big fan of 3D, even in the theater. I don't see that big of a difference in the movies to warrant the headache I get from the glasses.

I helped a friend get more stuff done around his house; which is a very rewarding feeling. I like being able to help my friends.

Haven't done anymore writing; but I did find a neat chart about procrastination. Maybe it will help.

That's all for now; maybe I'll post more tonight; if there is anything to post about.


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Creative outlet

Tried to nap today before work because I couldn't use my iPad for watching anything (stupid 3 hour updates for jack shit)

Couldn't rest because my mind keeps jumping from one thing to the next; never quieting down long enough to rest.

I really need to find a steady, creative outlet to put all these voices in my head into so I can get a peaceful rest.

I'm sure it doesn't help that I ache all the time; which makes it harder to get comfortable; and harder to focus and do something.


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Location:Hialeah Ct,Winston-Salem,United States

Today (Thursday, I think)

Today wasn't a horrible day, not an amazing day; don't get me wrong, but not horrible.

Had to rush to work early and was sore this morning (from 2 days of yard work I am sure) but was able to start the rough draft for my Zombie movie; so I accomplished something.

Plus I rescheduled my root canal, which takes a little weight off my shoulder.

So; we'll have to see what tomorrow brings, won't we?

Good night, Westley.
Good work.
Sleep well.

I'll most likely kill you in the morning.



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Location:Hialeah Ct,Winston-Salem,United States

Doing as I am told

Well, here I am again, trying this blogging thing. The creative people who I follow on various sites (Twitter, Google+, etc) say that one needs to blog, that it helps with focus, et all.

I wonder should I babble all in one post or do it in multiple. I think multiple, so more to come later


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